Let me tell you something about me....

Winter is over... but with my ice cold pineapple juice beside me... its really far from over... let me tell you something about my self first...and what it takes to be honest?  well, I really have to start something new, something organized about everything...for a start...let me tell you something about my self...

I am Dee..not my real name but close enough...this is what people called me, Dee... am 28 years old...and few weeks from now, i will be 29..and how times fly, and isn't it annoying? all of a sudden, I have to realize everything that I am not getting any younger anymore... but I still want to be that 21 years old fresh from college, or the 17 years old with a thick eyebrows fresh from high school. Am I reading myself now? I am smiling, how really time flies...and one way or another, everything makes sense to me...

and to move along, I am living here now in Dubai, for 5 years, i made this place as my second home, my haven of experiences, my sanctuary, my life. and for 5 years, everything unfold before my eyes. how i live my life, how i started to make ends meet...and how i started take care of myself...alone.

All along, it was really not that easy... as a Nurse, i have to accept things, i have to adjust my self to different people with their different attitude, religion, culture and even different perspective in life... they are my patients, and one by one, they taught me how to deal with people. and for 5 years, i have learned a lot...and still continue learning.

My friends kept me grounded, my family gave me the support that i want, away from them and stopping me from being crazy missing them... my work kept me going, being busy and all...it helps me deal with some problems that i am in for any moment...it helps me forget. I know i am strong, strong enough to be alone, for any decisions, for any heartaches, for any loneliness... for quite sometime, its always been, how i handle my life, how i took all those risks and how i became...

i still have a lot to tell, for now...i have to take one step at a time.... knowing how it all begun...

so with my ice cold pineapple juice looking at me, waiting for me to quench my thirst... i know things are still fine...for now...