Sunday, April 24, 2011

times that i need the most...

its Easter Day! a day to give praise to the Lord.. a day of awakening, a day new life... and as i look around me, as we gathered... to celebrate.. i can see each of their faces randomly glittered up even for a simple festivities. a get together to eat, to give thanks and to share the smiles and the laughter...

but  i failed to share the laughter and the smiles... i never have one to share, even a slight smirk,, i cant... i am so empty,,,i am so alone... that i just want to finish eating and just go in a solitary mood... i am helpless...

i thank God for everything... and i am asking God for forgiveness, for the mistakes that i have done... for all the wrongs that i have hurt others... it is really hurting me a lot..

i am really sorry...

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