how does one can take this? how much more can a person take of seeing from her own eyes, feel from her heart that slowly slowly, backs are turning away? a person is rejecting her? and doesn't care anymore?
do you feel how it is to be drowned? that no single hand is reaching out to help? eyes slowly drifting away, looking at another directions, not minding that you are drowning...not saving....
i am into deep now...really so deep that i am scared. scared of myself... so hurt that, hearing the person you love doesnt care anymore and love you anymore... and much worst...wants you to suffer, wants you in pain... wants you to really die...
i am dead..from the inside.. i am drowned, suffocating... i am really dead.
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