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Five months and counting... i never felt pain so deep and so hard. i can see my self slowly dying. i can see my self lost in everything, reason, strength and living..i need help. i need to help my self. i dont know what to do. i am succumb with all the heartaches.  i am empty. i am lost. for the past days, i am drifting away. i tried so hard, so hard. but it is painful. i am broken. i am tired. i am tired. i am tired. i am tired. i am tired.